Oh my god, this is me. This is exactly… everything… I guess I never realized it was so bad. I just thought I was awkward. D: I feel… weird now. O_o
- me in my head: i'm going to get my life together and read classic novels and drink green tea and eat really healthy and wear cute outfits and make interesting artwork and spend lots of time outside. i'm going to start biking everywhere and walking and listening to lots of new indie bands that i've always wanted to listen to and take bubble baths and my life is just going to be amazing.
- me in reality: well. today i think i'm going to watch netflix in my pjs and eat ice cream. and if i'm feeling really productive i might shower.
I was having a pretty decent day until I thought of something stupid I said when I was 13
late night online shopping is always a bad idea and yet here i am
this is really selfish but
why can’t mental illness be like any other kind of sickness where you go to hospital and your loved ones come and give you flowers and tell you that they love you and hold your hand and make sure you get better
why doesn’t that happen instead of awkward silences and embarrassing tears and messy bedsheets and a bunch of other stuff no one actually talks about
w h y
do you know what I love
when people tell me about how they saw something and they say to me “it reminded me of you”
cannot wait to be back here <3 #twinsies #erinlove #girlfriend #friends (Taken with Instagram)
YAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY Also I really actually like that picture of me and Jake. XD
Does anyone else lie in bed at 2:30am filled with the crippling fear that they’re never going to accomplish anything in life and fail miserably or is that just me?
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Today, I made some calming manatees, but most of them are the wrong size to go on the site.
Oh well. Would you like them?
oh it’s me…
i am a comforting sea cow
No, I didn’t just cry over a manatee meme. And it totally wasn’t because these are all things I wish someone would tell me. It was because I really enjoy manatees and text on pictures.
I’m not crying. It’s just been raining on my face. :3 (Thanks, manatee. <3)
how to be a writer
- start to write something
- pause and read over what you have so far
- backspace everything
- exit out of your computer
- cry on the floor
So I basically have abandoned LJ entirely - I still read my flist occasionally, but hardly ever post. I’m more often on Twitter or Facebook, and Tumblr to a lesser extent (I never do blog-type posts, and I sometimes avoid it because I get sucked in for HOURS. XD).
What’s new with me? School is a thing! I’m taking 2 History classes, Biology 102, and Political Science, so whoohoo! :D It’s going to be a fun semester. Except Bio. But I have friends in that class, so yay.
More importantly, Jake and I are going to ORLANDO in TWO WEEKS. :D :D :D We’re going to Harry Potter World! And a Celtics/Magic game! And possibly SeaWorld! :D I am super stoked. It’s going to be totally awesome.
I’ve been sleeping like a person and eating a bit better and EXERCISING, which is a thing I hear you’re supposed to do. XD I borrowed Jake’s Wii Fit and it seems to help me actually do it when it’s a video game. :D I like getting high scores.
I suppose things are going okay. There are some hiccups here and there, but overall, I am deeply satisfied with where things have been the last couple of weeks. :D <3
I AM SO EXCITED FOR ORLANDO I CAN’T EVEN. HARRY POTTER WORLD! FINALLY! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
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